February 2012
I went to the doctors today. He made me get a blood test to see whether or not my iron, vitamin D, etc levels were low. He weighed me, and I had to wear my clothes. I’ve never weighed myself with clothes on before. The number was so much higher with clothes, I completely lost it and couldn’t contain myself for a good twenty minutes. What really upset me was when he kept mentioning how...
Anonymous asked: i cut myself for the first time last night. my arms are dotted with cuts. i can wear long sleeves to school but on saturday i have a performance and i have to wear a 3 quarter length outfit. people will be able to see my cuts. maybe they will be more healed by then but i'm terrified because i don't want anyone to see them. also... i want to tell my best friend that i cut. but i'm...
Anonymous asked: You are going to be okay love. I confessed to my husband about my ED and self harm issues. When he saw my cuts he puked. And yelled about how he just thought I wanted to loose weight not kill myself! He took our small children and left. Won't even answer the phone. My mom is coming from California to bring me home with her and put me in some inpatient thing out there. This is supposed to be...
Anonymous asked: i'm sorry to bother you, but how did you make your links page?
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The poll for my march botm is up guyssss
Anonymous asked: That's so good! I'm so pleased to hear that your parents aren't being dicks about it. Things will get better hun. I love you.
Anonymous asked: your eyes are beautiful.
Anonymous asked: How did things go with your parents? ♥
Anonymous asked: You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. Inside and out. I would kill to look like you. I would die to be as adorable and as caring as you are. Every time I see a picture of you or a response to a question, I fill with longing to be like you. If this is weird, sorry, but it's true, I adore you in every sense.
Anonymous asked: You're gorgeous! I wish I was as skinny as you, and I wish i had as much will power as you do. c:
smilingismyweapon asked: Seriously anon's back the fuck off. It's not your life so stop commenting on hers.
Anonymous asked: What exactly had you jotted down in your diary that they'd seen? What sort of things? Just goal weights, thoughts, ect?
Anonymous asked: fishing for compliments muchh
Anonymous asked: No-one with an eating disorder will say they're ready to talk to a Doctor
Anonymous asked: You really don't have to go to the doctors if you don't want to go. No one can force you into anything. You're clearly not ready to have a load of nonsense shoved down your throat.
Anonymous asked: Being skinny isn't a good thing. Everyone thinks it is because of all the disgusting media. It's as bad as being called fat in my opinion.
Anonymous asked: I wish you could see that you're so skinny. I hate how everyone on here makes it seem like your lifestyle is okay. It isn't. You need help
Anonymous asked: Sit down with her and explain how you're feeling, maybe she'll understand and won't take you to the doctors. She's just worried, love.
Anonymous asked: Where's your video? Sorry about your parents, but in the long term this is best for you.
Anonymous asked: Aw, honey. Did they end up taking you over to the doctors? I hope you're okay.
Anonymous asked: purge in the toilet ♥
Anonymous asked: i just watched your video and you are like super adorable and beautiful and your hair is gorgeous and asdfghjkl i love your smile. :'''')
Anonymous asked: aww oh my gosh I'm so sorry D: My mum found all my thinspiration and drawings of how i see myself etc, but i'm really sorry she's taking away all your things, maybe do more exercise than purging? You could offer to take the bins out and purge outside? I know its even worse but i had to do it for a while in the outside bin until my mum stopped being suspicious. :(
Anonymous asked: How did they find your diary?
I’m not skinny, the doctors will laugh at me
Can someone run away with me or something, I can’t be here right now
My parents found my diary. They officially know every single thing about my eating disorder. They’re not letting me go to school tomorrow, because they’re taking me to a doctor. They’re calling a counsellor, and they’re informing my school. They’ve taken my scales. They’ve taken away the treadmill. They’ve taken the locks off the bathroom doors....
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Anonymous asked: Wow, I do abuse laxatives but how does it feel after taking so many tablets? It feels like my intestines will knot up after taking 2, the most I would normally take.
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